To be free

I just want to be just be.

To be me.

To play free.

Just be me and free.

I wish to draw.

To paint.

To sing.

To draw paint and sing.

Design the world,

Paint a story

Compose an orchestra.

If I could just be.

Just be me.

To play free.

To just be me and free.

If for a moment to stop hiding myself

To scream out loud.

My naivety.

If for a moment to believe.

That I can just be.

If I could sit by the beach.

And enjoy the swell of the waves.

The sting of the sand.

The whistle of the wind.

Just for that one moment.

To be free. To play and to be.

Just to be me.

If you and I together.

Could lay side by side.

And sigh.

And stop pretending.

For this one moment to be me.

Just to be play and be free.

And be.

I have so short to live.

So short to wonder.

Every action and insecurity.

Double checked.

Just to see

If my pretence can be accepted.

If they can see to perceive that I have achieved.

But for all the games we play.

All the handshakes and hoops

The master of fake

We eat our cake.

That just one day we see.

If we could only be.

To play.

To be free.

Just to be me and free.

If we could only see.

That one day.

Where I can be me and free.